Do you desperately yearn for a deeper relationship with God? Clive Calver—pastor, preacher and long-time church statesman can relate. As a young preacher and fairly new Christian, he felt deeply frustrated in his efforts to experience spiritual transformation. Then it dawned on him that Jesus’ death on the cross achieved two things: how to die and how to live. Crucified love was God’s gift to us; resurrected life with Christ was his purpose for us. For far too long we have been presented with a version of the Christian faith that majors on what we get rather than on what we give. The cross has been portrayed as the place where Jesus died for us and where we receive from him but rarely as the location of our joint crucifixion with him.